Big girls don’t cry

Tuesday 7th September, 2010 - 7:48pm with 0 comments

Sometimes I want to shut my door so people will leave me alone.

It’s getting increasingly easier not to cry… but at the same time, the more I resist in a terrible predicament, the more I need to let it out. I don’t know what it proves to anyone when I don’t cry.

Am I strong? Or am I just trying to hide the fact that I am a person capable of showing a certain kind of emotion that would lead people to judge me for my reactions?

I don’t even know anymore.

With every feeling of sadness and pain that conjures up tears in my eyes, it just becomes increasingly harder to smile.

Posted on: Tuesday, September 7th, 2010 at 7:48 pm
Categories: Contemplation
Tags: crying · sadness
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