Shake the world

Saturday 7th August, 2010 - 10:08pm with 0 comments

Two of my best friends are having a rage-quit on life. Okay, I exaggerated. But they’re in pretty bad shape right now. Left and right. At the most, I’m calm. I just hope to hell that they’ll be okay.

Their approaches are amusing in the slightest, as mean as that sounds. But they both rant in a similar, bitter, angry way. I’m waiting for the sound of settling.

I just want to pick up the world and shake the fuck out of it, watching several people fall into the depths of nothing, and being able to place the world back in the wrong place on the other side of the sun and moon. And just watch some things dissipate, and some just grow the way they’re supposed to.

I’m an INFP. I’m a healer. Perhaps that is why.

I kind of like being a good listener. I always thought I was the one with the problems. But when I’m not, when I’m the one looking inside from behind the glass, I realise. Other people are much the same. Other people have their downs. It’s hard not to be sympathetic. It’s hard not to put myself in their shoes. But at the same time I can’t. I have to be one separate person, and pull the reality back.

Posted on: Saturday, August 7th, 2010 at 10:08 pm
Categories: Contemplation, Friends
Tags: anger · thoughts · world
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